So many things I wanted to be and do. You can’t find the magic while avoiding your dreams and heartbeat. Sitting in between a storm and the sunset, comfort can feel safe but leave you lonely with regrets the depth of an ocean. The stars feel too far away, but I’m tired of the reruns […]
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Apology Letter to Myself
I’m sorry for giving up on you and treating your soul like broken glass and your body like a dirty river. The drinking, binge eating, and hating myself were abusive, and hiding in a hole by myself to avoid myself, and my pain. It makes me sad that I listened to their voiced, the hate, […]
Hold on
Can’t you see I’m barely hanging on. I’m tired of pretending I’m happy, that I’m not in pain, and twinkling this fake persona. Can you hold onto me? Here I go again foolishly turning my back on you and placing the distance back. But I don’t think I have the strength anymore to keep pushing […]
Can you love me, be my friend without placing me on egg shells.. My past has been full of restraints, control, being trapped in a haunted house. I want to feel whole and free. Can I live and do all the things I want to do with you being added to my castle filled with […]
A Place Like This
In a bubble my distance is only so many feet. The trees, roads and sky always look busy. My anxiety is scared of the wind, the clouds are over my purpose. Can I skip to a new frame, somewhere far away where things don’t remain the same. I wanna go where the sky is pink, […]
You are the blue sky, while he is the clouds. You are a rainbow that always smiles, while he’s the rain that understands my darkness.
Change can turn into collapse, if we dismiss knowledge.
Broken crayons still color, so this lost purpose can still be found.
I make everyone safe around me but I’m in the middle of the fire and no one tries to extinguish the pain.
When you hit rock bottom you don’t need to stay strong, you can stay down. Take a break and learn to be gentle with yourself.